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5 November 2007 @ 5pm

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Shadows, and Regrets

Regret stems from uncertainty and wishful thinking. It is often pushed alongside a bad situation that had better alternatives, but there, it does not belong.

The “could have been” is our regret. It’s the alternative outcome; the natural course; the happy, certain ending. That finality is easy to see, to imagine, and the steps between us and what we want seem sure and guaranteed.

Regret is how we react to uncertainty, when the world is shaken up. When we take the unnatural choice, when we try something different, regret is our wishing for the easy way out.

It’s precisely when the future seems most uncertain, when things seem unpredictable and out of control, that we look back and pick a moment, seemingly at random: it becomes our regretted decision. “If only,” we think, “it would have turned out differently.”


Posted
2 November 2007 @ 2pm

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Rugby in November

November has started. There’s just 23 short days left until my birthday. And by birthday, I mean drinking good beer while watching Tech obliterate UVA in football.

This week has been a blur. I expect the rest of the month to be the same.

Monday brought a half day of classes, and the other half of work: I finished up new search mechanism in time for a meeting when I arrived on Wednesday. At rugby practice, we did positional drills: the tight five split off for scrum practice; the back line went for a run, practicing plays; the loose forwards (flankers and eight man) and scrum-half practiced scrum defensive and offensive situationals.

The right answer, when anyone asks, is “No, I haven’t played that before.” Learn from my mistake: the answer is not, “Yeah, I’ve done that once or twice in practice.” I volunteered to scrum-half for the evening, since we were short for the Division III team. Practice was terrible: I couldn’t get the ball out to the fly-half at a decent speed, with any accuracy, or when the back line was ready to move. By the time we left, I found myself sincerely wishing I never had to play scrum-half for the rest of my rugby career.

Tuesday brought a long day of classes, and a sincere wish during practice that the coaches remembered my terrible performance the day before. They remembered it, sure, but instead of thinking, “Wow, we should keep him at flanker, far away from the ball,” they thought, “He’s a quick learner: let’s work on that ground passing.” Not one to say no to an interesting opportunity to try a new position, I agreed to work on it again during practice. Unbeknownst to me, our regular scrum-half didn’t plan on playing this weekend, and so, I was also volunteering to learn the entire position, in three days, and to play it in the state tournament this Saturday.

Yes, that’s right: an inside center turned blindside flanker is now playing scrum-half.

Wednesday was another day of classes followed by work. Someone at work had made substantial changes to the database on Tuesday and removed several indices put in place for our queries: when I double-checked that my new search was performing properly, I was greeted by 100+ second wait times for result sets to return. Needless to say, we had to pre-load most of our pages for the presentation that afternoon.

Practice went much better, now that I had accepted the inevitable. I was able to concentrate on improving my form, and learned to observe the field and think ahead. For a flanker who’s used to reacting to the situation at hand, suddenly being handed full control of game flow on offense is a big change, and it took some rethinking of how I played to make it work.

This weekend, we travel to Richmond to play two matches against UVA. I’ll be playing scrum-half for the B-side match. It promises to be good times.


Posted
30 October 2007 @ 4pm

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Leopard Installations

Wincent Colaiuta talks about how broken Leopard is for him. To me, that sounds like a bad install on bad hardware. Gremlins with his optical drive seem related to his old problems with the drive under Tiger, and the rest of the general system instability feels like installation issues because of a bad hard drive.

This is not to defend a X.0 release from complaints of instability, but when your list of bugs three days after the release of the OS is longer than ten points, I’d start looking to see if anyone else had run into them. If no one else had talked about them, I’d look hard at how much time I could afford to burn doing a block-level format of the hard disk (to mark bad blocks) and a completely fresh install.

Simple explanation: a bad install on bad hardware. Complex explanation: a buggy OS, with bugs in tons of weird situations that you’re continually running in to.

I’ll take the simple explanation over the complex.


Posted
28 October 2007 @ 2pm

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Installing Leopard

I’m holding off on buying and installing Leopard. It’s only 70 bucks from the bookstore for the OS, so that’s a no brainer, but I’m reluctant to install it in the midst of the school year. There’s a chance that the applications I use for work won’t function properly, and I really don’t need the distraction of a new OS this semester.


Posted
25 October 2007 @ 10am

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Leopard GM Released Early to Journalists, Not Developers

Via Daring Fireball:

Apple provided some journalists with the Leopard GM a week ago.

Third-party developers still have to go buy a copy to test and fix their applications, or wait for their free ADC copy to show up in a few days (or weeks).

Note to Apple: this is not how to make developers happy.

Apple has provided a download of the GM to ADC members as of Friday evening. Much cooler guys, thanks.


Posted
24 October 2007 @ 9am

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Apple and Third-Party Developers

Apple, as the Leopard release approaches, has chosen to take their customary approach with third-party developers and the Gold Master. Although ADC members have been privately (under NDA) beta-testing Leopard for months, working to ensure application compatibility and reporting bugs, their final seed was released weeks ago. There have been leaked reports of many changes since the last seed to the Gold Master, and none of those changes are available to be tested by third-party developers until the retail version of Leopard is available.

Third-parties can’t test their applications on the shipping version of Leopard until you and I, the regular users, have our copies in-hand and start opening up those third-party applications. It’s not only poor treatment by Apple of the developers, but it’s poor treatment of customers as well. There is no guarantee that the applications you’ve used on Tiger will work on Leopard, despite the best attempts by the third-parties to ensure that the apps will work.

It gets worse. Apple sends a copy of Leopard to ADC members, but it’s not a digital copy, it’s by mail. So, ADC members have a choice: go to an Apple Store on Friday and drop 130 bucks to buy the OS they’ve been testing for months, or wait days or weeks for their free copy to show up, while possibly thousands of customers use broken or non-functioning applications.

Not the best situation for developers or customers.


Posted
19 October 2007 @ 9am

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The Spinning Beachball of Death

I know it as the Spinning Beachball of Death, or the Spinning Pizza, but Craig Hockenberry of Iconfactory knows it as the Marble of Doom, and made a site just to track how much time we all collectively lose to that damned cursor. Wikipedia is more kind, calling it the “spinning wait cursor”. And Spinning Beachball Of Death is just the place to go if you want to relive your nightmares over and over again. Go ahead, put your mouse inside your browser window, click, and type something to hide the mouse cursor. Now just imagine your machine grinding to a halt as it crashes from hardware failure, a crashing process, or thrashed virtual memory.

Ahh, feels like home.


Posted
18 October 2007 @ 1pm

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The Finder

While reading long-ago posts from John Gruber about the OS X Finder, I came to realize something odd, curious, and a touch disturbing about my usage of OS 9 and OS X.

I grew up on an OS 8/9 machine. From a Mac IIsi to a Bondi Blue iMac (it’s still in the basement back home, and when semi-opaque plastics come back in 2028, I’m totally bringing it out), the only computer I knew and used was a Mac. As a toddler to an adolescent to a teenager, I rocked the spatial orientation of the OS on a daily basis.

And yet, when I first installed the OS X Public Beta on that same iMac—something I wouldn’t wish on my worst enemies, it was so slow—I don’t remember any feelings of being lost navigating in the Finder. Either my memory has purged my worst days of the OS 9→OS X transition, or my brain simply didn’t miss the spatial view at all.

As I read through Gruber’s articles, starting with an interview he did with GUIdebook and continuing linearly through time from That Finder Thing to Finder Reflux, I struggled to understand his complaints about the OS X Finder. It occurred to me that I don’t think in a spatial sense: my brain doesn’t mind the spatial assistance, but when I made the jump to OS X, and started learning Unix via Terminal, I started thinking more in paths and working directories, and that’s how I view the Finder now. Every Finder window is another shell instance, with an ability to change working directories and copy and rename files. An icon view of a folder doesn’t “represent” that folder to me any more than pwd; ls does in a Terminal instance: my mind abstracts that folder back to a fuzzy, difficult to grasp entity somewhere within the machine, containing files and folders X and Y, and existing at such-and-such path.

The OS X Finder: I don’t understand how I use it, or how I perceive it, but I do my best to get by with what the OS has given me.


Posted
17 October 2007 @ 4am

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Rice Krispies

I’ve been stuck in this cycle with Rice Krispies and marshmallows for weeks.

“Hmm. I have marshmallows, I should get Rice Krispies and make tasty treats.”

“Hmm. Now I have Rice Krispies. I should get marshmallows.”

Damn those manufacturers for putting exactly two recipe servings in each bag and box. I started with a half-bag of marshmallows, and now I can’t escape the delicious cycle.


Posted
16 October 2007 @ 3am

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Strange, That’s Not What I Expected…

“The most exciting phrase to hear in science, the one that heralds new discoveries, is not ‘Eureka!’ (I found it!) but ‘That’s funny…’ ”

Isaac Asimov


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